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August 27th, 2007
09:12 pm - Wow.... that was good Looking back through the las few years was a trip... Duo died a few weeks ago.. but seeing the post about the day I got him was really cool... Man I miss him so much....
I have a baby now... I'm not married let alone dating... look at this really bad mess! I guess you can see all the signs below... Unwed mother with a drinking habit... nice... go me...
I'm crazy.. I get it now...
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February 21st, 2006
01:10 am - Finished! ok well I've inished Starr's site and it looks... PINK! I really like how it turned out... If your looking for someone to design your website drop me a line! I'm more than happy to give you a free consultation. I may be willing to do a few trades as well... clothes, boots, hair ect.
Here are a few recents sites I've done: http://gothlocksbystarr.com http://digitalpolish.com http://dreadgirls.co.nr http://horseclipart.co.nr
So if your intrested drop me a line at azrail_xiii@yahoo.com Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The Cure - Maybe Someday
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February 4th, 2006
08:08 am - haven't posted for 2 years... Well here's my first entry in about 2 years... My last entry was made on the 24th of this month in 2004...
Well I've been working on a few web sites. My most recent is http://www.dreadgirls.co.nr When it's finished it will house information, reviews, and pictures of synthetic hair designers and thier shops.
I'm also offering a trade deal for people that make dread falls... my friend Natalie brought me a bunch of baby stuff and I have no way of re-paying her for her generousity so I'm trying to get her dread falls... she's wanted a pair for along time but every time she would order a pair from ragdolly she wouldn't get them. I'm offering a pro designed web site to anyone willing to make me two sets (4 dread falls in all)... I need thick falls...
The first set I want (2 falls): 60 black to purple transitional falls on each tie 120 count total
The second set I want (2 falls): 60 dark brown to baby pink transitional falls on each tie 120 count total
I wonder how much someone would charge for those? I'm sure it would be less than $300 (what I normaly charge for a site design) Current Mood: creative
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February 23rd, 2004
08:17 am - What is this updating you speak of?
Yesterday sucked I thought boredom was going to eat me and I ran...After midnight things got a bit more intresting...I won't speak of these things becuase my sleep depravation allows me to believe its not true...On a lighter note the weekend rocked...Nashville pussy style...but Tubring kicked ass and I got a Tshirt...Now I'm rewatching some Gundam Wing to soothe my chaotic little mind...Thats right kids, anime is the answer...Put the crack pipe down and pop in some Trigun....
I loved this quiz i got of asinglestar s journal its great and it describes me almost to a T...ya know except I'm not a flying lizard...but I could be? I just thought wow this chik pin pointed my weakness for trying to protect others and being highley over protective of the ones I care about not to mention my loyality and morals...a profound sense of justice...
Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and covered in scales, they shimmer with strength and magic. They are the most obvious display of your power - though it runs equally throughout your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and grave, with a profound sense of justice. You have firm ideas about what is right and what is wrong and set out to fix what problems you can. You realize that you are more capable of dealing with life and evil than most, and as such you see it as your responsibility to protect those who cannot defend themselves. You have existed since antiquity and as such you are wise far beyond your years in this lifetime. While you strive for fairness and peace, if someone should steal from your cave of treasure (though not all that glitters is gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one who is close to you - they have signed their death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and will unleash it upon such people immediately and mercilessly. Arguing with you is useless...you rarely back down and are known for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you feel intensely burdened with the troubles of others...acting as a Guardian can get so wearisome. But you never give up...you see it as your life's mission. Often very introverted, you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a combination of intelligence, creativity, power, beauty, and magic is often intimidating to those around you - who are also unlikely to understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious, and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you have enchanted people for centuries, and will continue to do so.
Current Mood: jealous Current Music: The Cure - Friday I'm in Love
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November 14th, 2003
05:59 pm - feirce updating skillz ok so i never update...my bad
anyways i'm dating a diffrent guy wich may not last long....got a new puppy his names Dou...after Duo Maxwell in one of my fav animes....gundam wing....i quit my job for good reasons...i may get a new one soon....i'm broke corrins not talking to anyone and my old pal nikki re surfaced...blah blah blha...i really need to learn to keep up with these things before my 20 something life is forgeton...this shyt needs to be documented....well until next time Current Mood: cold Current Music: AFI - days of the phoenix
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June 9th, 2003
08:09 pm - Survey anyone...we didn't think so Name: Brandy Do you like it: its suits me well enough Nicknames: B , Az , Azrail Screen names: Azrail XIII Birthday: March 14th "82" Sign: Pisces Location: Rockford on most days Crush: like the orange kind? Virgin: what do you think? Natural hair color: dark Current hair color: blue green grey with dark brown/black Eye color: brown Height: 5 exactly Birthplace: Rockford IL Shoe size: 6
[ family ] Parents: mom: Judy Lynn. dad: Joe Angel. grandam: Ethel. grandsire" Robert Siblings: Joe (oldest), Carlos (middle), Eric (youngest) Live with: My grandparents...damnit Favorite relative: Uncle Bobby
[ favorites ] Number: 13 Color: Blue Day: Fridays and Sundays Month: October Song: Trent Reznor/Marilyn Manson - Down in the Park VS. Razed in Black - Oh my Goth! Movie: Alice in Wonderland VS. Pet Cemetary part 1 & 2 Food: Chinese food yo Band: Razed in Black, The Cure, Siouxsie and the Banshees. Season: Fall and Oktober rust Sport: Horsemanship Class: Art Drink: Spring water and Iced Tea Veggie: Spinich =D TV Show: CSI Radio Station: 94.1 and 104.9 I suppose Store: Salvation Army sometimes Word: Meow Animal: Horses Flower: Bleeding Heart (I have one on my porch). State: Cali
[ this or that ] Me/You: ME Coke/pepsi: Cherry Coke Day/night: Night time of course Aol/aim: Dead Aim Cd/cassette:CD Dvd/vhs: DVD Jeans/khakis: Laced jeans Car/truck: Car Tall/short: Short Lunch/dinner: Lunch snacks! NSYNC/BSB: wait a minute is this a trick? Britney/Christina: I can't be asked to answer that Gap/Old Navy: Old Navy they have nifty collars there Lipstick/Lipgloss: Black Lipstick Silver/Gold:: Hi ho silver away..ha Alcohol/Weed: <- the hardest question EVER
[ love and relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf: No Do you have a crush: One or Two How long have you liked him/her: awhile it seems Why do you like this person: Its someone I can't have...*boohoo* motherfucker How long was your longest relationship: 6 years on and off How long was your shortest relationship: A matter of days
[ the past ] What is the one thing you would change about your past?: cutting my hair...(whines) Last thing you heard: A motorcycle Last thing you saw: My fish Last thing you said: fuck you, idiots Who is the last person you saw: My mom Who is the last person you kissed: hmph Jeff about 3 months ago? Who is the last person you hugged: Bean Who is the last person you fought with: My grandfather Who is the last person you were on the phone with: Petco (work) What is the last TV show you saw: .Hack//SIGN What is the last song you heard: Ka-Boom - Marilyn Manson (although I'm not a big fan).
[ the present ] What are you wearing: Jama bottoms and a studded shirt What are you doing: Thinking Who are you talking to: No one What song are you listening to: MSI - Molly Are you online: Always How are you feeling: In chains Are you in a chatroom: Nope, thats not where you'll find me
[ future ] What day is it tomorrow?: Tuesday What are you going to do after this: Go Pee Who are you going to talk to: My cat Where will you be in 25 years: Chilling in a cowboy hat smoking a bowl on my ranch
[ have you ever ] Drank: xXyes hahaXx Smoked: xXyes hahaXx Had sex: xXyes hahaXx Stolen: xXyes hahaXx Done anything illegal: xXyes hahaXx Wanted to die: xXyes hahaXx Hit someone: xXyes hahaXx
[ other ] Do you write in cursive or print: Print Are you a lefty or a righty: Righty What is your sexual preference: Boys. What piercings do you have: I had a few besides my ears but I took em out Any tattoos: coming Soon... Do you drive: Not right now Do you have glasses or braces: Nothing Did you like this survey: I hate these but there contagous What do you most like about your body: My legs How many fillings do you have: A bunch Do you think you're good looking: Most definantly Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking: They sure do Do you look like any celebrities: Just that girl from Battle Angel Alita (anime)
[ fashion ] Do you wear a watch: Time? no time exist here in Brandy land How many coats and jackets do you own: A khaki trench, a leather biker coat, a long black one Favorite pants/skirt color: Black cheerleader skirt, striped stalking. Most expensive item of clothing: My work pants ahha (UFOs) Most treasured: My fake corset What kind of shoes do you wear: Black boots...big black boots Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: MSI - Molly
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02:50 pm - mob action
damn now i have to find 2 lj codes...ack oh well i suppose it should be intresting goinge into palace to find a few....hopefully everyones not being a dick today and they give me some.... hmm i think deelicous and belovedmania should join our little community Current Mood: full Current Music: soiuxsie and the banshees - kiss them for me
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02:08 pm - brandys little gathering So my little get together on saturday didn't turn out so well...hahah dee came all the way from chicago and my little gathering of strange poeple was abruptly ended by my grandparents walking in am=nd beinge like "hey kids parties over"...i bet old grandpa felt like more of a man...haha but yea that was gay but none the less i was stoned and when they walked i'll i could do was luagh n one was really pissed including my grandparents...but that shit was funny
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01:09 pm - sussex wisco is a funny place.... me and bean, zak (the dog) and ryan drove to sussex last night...they came into work and got me of an hour early and i got to meet ash. she's a really cool girl...i guess i met her at the thrill kill kult show i went to (but didn't get in) but seen bean! haha well anyways all of us went to applbees and ran to tab about to about $63 but me and bean had a few magaritas...oh and a big ass glass of beer...i have the day of work and i finaly decided what kinda puppy i wanted to get. a siberian husky (a red one at that)it should cost me about $400 roughly. ya i know i'm an idiot...well back to the point...i'm goinge to pick him up with bean on sauyrday but pay pal is beinge a dick and i'm suppose to get a deposit to this lady before someone takes him...damn you net bank account damn you!
fuckers... Current Mood: paraniod Current Music: razed in black - solution
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June 1st, 2003
09:24 pm - What to do... I have so many things I want to buy but so manythings I have to save up for its retarded...I hate money...There are just to many things to do and I have to try to manage my time well..Its strange...well it's due to the time I spend on the internet...I think I spend more time here than at work... Go vote a 10 for me on FTJ ...or I won't like you... wtmotherf is up with this 5.9 shit huh? Come on now...
So I'm deciding in the next month or so what kind of dog I want, its still hanging between a malamute/or husky or a doberman...Its a hard desicion and I'm leaning towards a doberman although I LOVE husky dogs they are escape artist and I don't have a fenced in yard...But dobermans are very expensive and not the breed of dog to adopt from a shelter you should most definantly get it when its a puppy...And I would love a puppy...But an adopted husky makes for a loyal pet...Tis true. Current Mood: *thinks of puppies* Current Music: Razed in Black - I worship you
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May 31st, 2003
11:12 pm - Happy Birthday TO Dee its was deelicous 's b day last night...we all took a road trip to chicago and it was fun...good times great oldies...so i said i would do it so i am....(brandys rendition of the infamous vandals song "happy birthday to me")
It's my birthday and I'll do what I want to Fuck you it's my birthday. A special holiday only for DEE, so do what I say, it's my party, I'll make you cry if I want to...or leave. Fuck you, it's not your birthday, so do what I say. For 24 hours your wishing me well 364 days I'm in hell, Oh well. Happy Birthday to DEE, alone on my Birthday, I'm going to IHOP 10 times today No Tip! it's my birthday, so do what I say How could you forget my birthday? That's really immature Fuck you for forgetting my birthday you didn't do what I say 24 hours no wishing well now 365 days I'm in Hell, Oh well. Happy Birthday to DEE.Happy Birthday to DEE, Spank DEE! Oh well, Happy Birthday to DEE, I can't believe you forgot my birthday it's my birthday and you're wrecking it now it's just like any other day you didn't do what I say How could you forget my birthday? That's really immature...
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May 24th, 2003
01:24 pm - over worked I'm off to work in about 3 minutes I need to update and maybe reflect on the past week or two...
BUT FIRST I HAVE TO SAY CONGRAT TO ASINGLESTAR ! SHE IS DONE WITH SCHOOL! GIVE HER A HAND KIDS...SHE LIVED THROUGH THE MOST NOTOURIOUS SCHOOL IN NORTHERN ILL. BE PROUD BETH...hell I couldn't do it// Current Mood: busy Current Music: The Cure - A night like this...
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May 14th, 2003
07:51 pm - breaking the glass box .// violent cases my anger tends to flare out at off times...strangly only when i'm at home....although co-workers can sense my violence brooding inside...something has to go...something has to give...the branch has to break sometime...i can feel an impending occurance but i can't pinpoint where its coming from or what its coming from...but i know its gaining on me fast....I must break this glass box...dragging me down...this HAS happend before and i HATE the way it feels so this time i'm going to try harder to avoid it...being alone makes the feeling worse in fact it may be whats cuasing the conflict in my mind... Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Jack Off Jill - My Cat
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May 12th, 2003
12:20 pm - Take my quiz Bordom kills and I had the day off...why not make my own quiz...it was fun you should try it see what persona fits you best...there are only 6 ppl listed as outcomes I have to many friends to list them all but theres an emo chik, a punk, a goth, an alcholic and well another alcholicmm and a LOTR kid...that about covers everyone...well almost
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 Hey wait a minute how are you me?...I like to get drunk and read anime comics...I'm a huge computer geek but I'm still cute...We're a rare breed you and I...Keep up the good work
Which one of Azrail's Friends are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Atreyu - Lip Gloss And Black
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09:58 am
 You are a Punk Goth. You seem to flow between both crowds freely. You are always drinking and stumbling around. Most people might not even know your name...but they give you beer any ways. You are always able to find a party to go to. Even if you don't know any one there. As long as there is a Beer.
What Kind of Goth are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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08:50 am
 Shrooms. Star light, star bright, what images will I see tonite?
Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures] brought to you by Quizilla
Yay for mushrooms...I like mushrooms on my pizza...other kinds of mushrooms are neat too...*looks @ Beth*...Beth doesn't like the shrooms...*giggles*...Well its my day off its 9am and I'm just sitting here relaxing...I haven't drank for a few days...just habitual smoking...maybe I'll have some coffee...*comes back with black coffee*...speaking of black I dyed my hair again...It was supposed to be black but since my bangs were bleach blonde it turned those black.blue...more blue than black and my hair looks like the back of a raven and of course I don't mind but it does look strange...I should stop bitching...So yesterday I spent all day at the store standing around talking getting to know ppl better....me and Amanda went to feed her 9ft snake at our managers house...I fuct up and said stuff on accident...it was really funny but he's prolly gonna kick my ass...All the kids were running the store the other day so most of the time we congregated and talked it was fun ^^ didn't even feel like work...well that is all
You are ALITA(from Battle Angel Alita) Alita is a robot with a human's brain she is kind ,but she will not hesitate to kill someone if she has to.
WHAT ANIME GIRL ARE YOU? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: relieved Current Music: The Cure - Close to me
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May 10th, 2003
06:55 pm - School stuff Wow I haven't been to school in a looong time but my company wants to send me to grooming school @ a training center about 2 hours away and they're giving me $1000 to do it...yay for me I'm proud of myself maybe after awhile I can get a place...But first a car...*sigh* well I hope I hold this down because I want to do it...I guess I don't really want to spend my life as a dog groomer but it is a fun job and everyone knows how I love animals so its fitting...I'm getting rusty with my website design as you might tell but I'm working onit I'm a little behind...I'll think of something I always do... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Rasputina - Endomorph
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May 9th, 2003
12:20 pm - make it a quiz day
 The Goddess Death: Dark, morbid, appropriately represented by the color black and the element water. Death is reserved, intellectual, introspective. Rarely does she do anything requiring a lot of energy or display of emotion -- but when she does, anyone within a few planes would do well to duck and cover.
Which Goddess Owns You? brought to you by Quizilla
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12:20 pm - make it a quiz day
 You are Rogue!
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on just about anyone. You long for a serious relationship, but whenever you begin to get close to someone things always seem to take turns for the worse. But you have dealt with this lack of closeness with an almost constant flirtacious behavior.
Which X-Men character are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla
 You Can Talk to Animals!
What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla
 Kitty Goth
What Kind of Goth Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
 Hey dude, you are the typical stoner kid. Put down the bong and pick up a book once in a while. Try the Yellow Pages --look up Rehab.
What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you? brought to you by Quizilla
 You're A Neko (Cat)! Meow! You love acting like a cat, because you ARE part cat! How did this come to be? I have no idea! But yay for you! You're playful and happy. You love being spoiled and pampered, but you have a vicious side too.
What Type Of Anime Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
 You come from an Ancient Civilization. Egypt, China, Rome... a piece of all the greatest civilizations of their time can be found in you.
Where Did Your Soul Originate? brought to you by Quizilla
 What Is Your Animal Personality? brought to you by Quizilla
 Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla
well thats enough for the day...blah blah blah I feel like I'm in junior high agian Current Mood: creative Current Music: Tapping The Vein - Butterfly
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May 8th, 2003
11:29 am - Interupeted Well today was oridinary...no big deal...worked for about 5 hours...our groom is missing in action agian I think my mangager gave up on her but the good news is they are sending Jessi to school on Sunday! So that means we will have a profesional groomer soon and she will most likely have fun...I guess I'll have to work a bit harder but oh well, for every pro there is a con...Besides she is a really cool chik she even gave me half of her lunch today she's really sweet and good with the customers. I also made a $10 tip yesterday so the job is going well...^^ But after work today I dyed my hair black I'll post a pic or two before the week is over... Current Mood: content Current Music: Sparta - cut your ribbon
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